So you’re broke. This is not to ridicule you. I’m just stating the obvious. However, take solace in the fact that no condition is permanent.
Meanwhile, your heart only gets fonder of a girl you consider waaaaayyyy out of your league. Mainly because your finances are anything but encouraging. In fact, friends and family have warned you to “stay in your lane.”
That may not always be good advice. You can get the “rich, high maintenance” girl of your dreams without money (you don’t even have any money.)